Knowing you lost someone
or
Knowing that you could have done something about it and didnt?
Knowing you lost someone
or
Knowing that you could have done something about it and didnt?
this is weird, if you know me you know I curse like a sailor, or more than a sailor.
but I decided that thats not how I want people to see me.
I am cutting back on that.
I have a story on why I am so angry all the time and why I am violent, I’ll tell you my story one of these days.
Now is not the best time though.

i re-arrange my room.
I feel better.
Its time for change.
my wall looks better.
my room is clean, it smells nice.
I guess these are the little steps that I need to take to be better.
I also quit smoking, I sold my pipe, grinder and etc.
Now I am going to be a better person. I need to find me scent.
Im sorry but you just missed out on one of the best guys out there.
sure im not perfect and im not trying to pat myself in the back, but im pretty great.
I guess no one needs to be lead on.
I wouldnt do that to anyone now that i know how it feels.
Change for the better.